this cracked me up:

i have two interviews today! they're with the same company but different locations in town, so i'm happy. they're both good jobs and really equally as far away so i'd be happy to get either one.

plus, i also got another call today for another place to set up an interview. i also got another call yesterday too and have been playing phone tag with them now, lol.

when it rains, it pours! though this time that's a good thing. after being jobless for almost the entire year...

we had to put tasmania to sleep saturday. it certainly wasn't a huge shock, given her age and deteriorating health. but ugh. i really hope i don't have to go through this again for a while, jonathan was just three years ago and sometimes it feels like yesterday.

was a colossal waste of time. between having to wait over an hour to be seen and 500 screaming kids in the lobby i was pissed enough. but the neurologist didn't seem to give a shit about anything. my eeg was apparently totally normal so instead of discussing other options, etc., she just gave me more prescriptions. she even admitted what she prescribed is similar to what i already take. so why switch?

i really wish i could find a decent neurologist in this city. all i did was waste...

this custom layout i came up wif is cracking me up. this is fun.

i'm trying out this new private entry feature.

wow, so this is my first entry. i'm not sure what to do with this. i also have to look over my shoulder (like i do every day) cuz i don't want anyone at work to see what i'm doing! even though everyone else goofs off all day at work.

trying out the private function...i wonder who can see this? just me? mods and admins? do i specify?

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k, i went to the doctor today. she prescribed me a new batch of meds to try to prevent them, so here's hoping that helps. also, she did recommend a neurologist to me, and they were nice enough to go ahead and call and make me an appointment, so i'm all set up. it's not till the middle of january (1/19), so at least this'll give me some time to see if this new medication works.

i'm also scheduled to get an eeg that day, so i'll have to do some reading up, mostly to see if i have to...

my migraines have been getting really bad again, to the point where i can expect at least two a week. i've been working my job for a little over a month and i've already left home early once because of one and called in two other days.

my boss is nice and understanding, so i'm not too stressed about it. but the whole migraines themselves worry me. i'm on medication to prevent them, and i take everything religiously. they seem to get better for a while and then come back with...

since it is december first, i always try to take time out of the day to remember those who have aids and those who've lost a loved one due to aids. 25 million people have already died from aids, and 33 million more are believed to have hiv. it depresses me greatly that there is still no cure, and the medicine required to suppress the virus is so costly. i know probably everyone reading this knows all of this already and i sound like an encyclopedia (with good reason, i unfortunately don't know the...

some of you may remember me mentioning a job interview i went on like a month ago. it's been so long since i went on it, i just assumed i didn't get the job. the head of hr called me today and told me i got the job!

the pay is amazing, to me at least. $13 an hour! given my age and education i'm amazed i'm going to make this much. but hey, i'm not complaining! i go for my drug test tomorrow (if only they knew they were wasting money on this, because i've never done anything)....

because i am going to inquire about a job, and also go speak with my advisor at college. the current college i'm enrolled in, not any of the ones i've applied to unfortunately.

as for the job, while i'm hoping things will go better since it'll be a face-to-face type thing, i'm also somewhat discouraged by how hard it is to even get a call back. i have applied to about 50 jobs this month, and have only had one call back for an interview. and i thought that went well, but it was right...