Alien Rapist.

I find with each passing day I am becoming more open to this. I seem to go in waves of great, not so great, bitter bitter bitter and then back up again.

I just want to put it behind me. I want my boyfriend to have his friends back (though admittedly that will take time, I realize) I want closure and I want to move on.

At the same time, I don't want to compromise myself.

for some reason i don't even feel that excited about seeing U2 this time. i'm more excited about meeting up with other friends and interferencers.

we leave tomorrow for amsterdam, we'll be at the concert on monday and tuesday.



gotta go pack and get camera ready