Saw the boys in Foxboro, good show. I missed the indoor feel, but the songs they played truly knocked me on my arse. Your Blue Room??!!?!?!?! Oh my goooooddddd...

fired before i looked.. got the cancellation notice and spazzed, thought i'd been banned for some reason... durrrrrrrrrr

:usts things off::
::re-stocks the liquor cabinet::
::removes the dead plants, replaces w/new ones::

So... how've you all been?

....the original is mad, mad, mad... dear beloved Morrissey...

...AFI's cover is spinning straight off the edge of madness into some kind of ecstatic hell....

this album keeps landing me on the floor under my desk. gyaaaaahhhh

...that's where I've disappeared to, anymore.
Only worse now that Decemberunderground leaked and there's so much u2 sounding influence there. I'm only too happy to drown myself in it.

Went to NYC on a Greyhound to be in the video premiere thinger on MTV and got a freaking 'secret show' out of the deal... I was on the rail between Davey and Jade. I can die happy. GUH......*drool*
To my chagrin I can be seen in the "AFI: Inside the minds of our fans"...

managed to take the kiddo sledding today.
the fact that "me getting out of the house and being active at all is impressive" depresses the living hell out of me.
it seems ridiculous to some people, but I don't fucking CARE what they claim the risks might have been.
when the FDA took Bextra off the market along with Vioxx they took my life away.

and people wonder what's happened to me.

can't move forward now, I can't turn back......

this depressive swing is kicking my arse in.

sideways.

gonna see the boys again in December.... gotta hold on to that....

I love you cause I need to
Not because I need you
I love you cause I understand
That God had given me your hand
Holds me in a tiny fist
And still I need your kiss

Hold on to love

This storm won't last forever

Heh.
Readin through it seems I was right next to a bunch of youse at various points...
esp. when the guys came out in back when arriving for soundcheck...
kariann & schmeg I'm lookin at you... heh heh heh.

...okay not so "new", it's an STS outtake, but STILLLLLLLLLLL.......

Come on. I double DOG dare you... go find AFI's Myspace and listen to the first couple measures of "Rabbits Are Roadkill...." and TELL ME that's not VINTAGE U2?????
Equal measures of 11 O'Clock and Gloria...

tho my friend a decade younger than I did point out that there's also rather an a-ha ish sound to it, specifically take on me (the only damn song the...

frustrated, but sticking with it.
the backlog of bureaucracy and red tape and FEMA f*ckups and general incompetence from every gov't official involved is slowing us down badly.
I'm still on standby. Went and got the required shots and paperwork and everything.
It starts wearing on your nerves after awhile. We get 24 hours notice and they keep telling us "you'll get a call within the next 2 days" ... a week goes by ... "okay definitely within the next...

Red Cross finallyt got around to remembering I'm disaster response certified and buzzed me today... should find out tomorrow or monday where and when I'm going.

wow.

just been busy, sick, more busy, more sick, etc

kinda took a u2 hiatus for a bit so I'm not completely overloaded when they swing back through here in the fall...

miss you guys!

In the ocean cuts ring deep, the sky.
Like there, I don't know why.
In the forest there's a clearing
I run there towards the light.
Sky, it's a blue sky.

In the earth the hole deep, deep, decide.
If I could I would.
Up for air to swim against the tide.
Hey, hey, hey.
Up towards the sky.
It's a blue sky.

To lose along the way the spark that set the flame
To flicker and to fade on this the longest...

Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.

And I'm sick of my sickness
Don't touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
and you hate me.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake up call,
And everything, everything's my fault.

Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
to make this...

I'm not dead, I'm just..... drifting.