I haven't added anything to my blog or journal...whatever...for quite a while. Not that nothing had happened. I was just unable to write it out.

In my last note I was talking about the death of a friend of mine. In September it's going to be two years since he passed away.
The spring of that year was the time of my life. I had not felt that good before or after.
I started to work, and in October I changed job. I am still there and fortunately I love my job, my colleagues...

Haven't written anything in a long time, a couple of weeks ago I was wondering to pour out what was so heavy on my heart....problems with my job...loneliness....all the things I felt so serious.

Than all at once it all became irrelevant.

My phone rang on Tuesday morning aroun 10 a.m. in the middle of the regular madness in my workplace. A good friend of mine, Melinda, who I hadn't heard in a long time called me so I was very excited to hear her voice again and the...

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I can feel it coming
I think I know what it means

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Who's to say where the wind will take you
Who's to know what it is will break you
I don't know which way the wind will blow
Who's to know when the time has come around
Don't wanna see you cry
I know that this is not goodbye


I know.

But do you know it too?

Last evening my friend whom I met at the member's party of U2.hu organized a mini-party at her place and it was....fan-tas-tic!!!

Only a few were invited, but it was a very enthusiastic little group. We talked a lot about Our Boys of course and watched ITV U2 Uncovered, which is a fascinating interview film and the Sao Paolo show! Uhhh, it was great!

As this friend of mine, Melinda is a very talented singer - she has a band too - she played our favourite U2...

...started yesterday morning. We are going to a trip to Prague but right after I woke up I heard my mum speaking on the phone with my sister and I knew immediately that those are not good news...
And I was right. We had a problem with the car insurance, so we had to find an insurance company which is open in the weekend to sort it out. Meanwhile we heard in the news that half of the Czech Republic is under water, we didn't know if Prague was safe or not and couldn't reach anyone there. We...

...oh how much I love that song! I love it even more after St.Paddy's Day, cos I was at a concert where three bands played Irish music, and my friend's band, called Eclectica played two U2 songs as well!
The first was Electrical Storm...it was good, but I so missed B's oh-so-seductive voice...But then this friend of mine sang In God's Country and wow! I've never tought that this can be any good from a girl but it was very uplifting, just like the original!

Congrats,...

A baby was born! And what a wonderful baby! No, unfortunatly he is not mine, I am as single as a girl can be....

He is the baby boy of my sister's best friend. He was born on Saturday early morning with 56 cm and 3,1 kg. His name is Oliver and he is beautiful with his black hair and brown eyes... And oh those little fingers...and his chin! I'm in love with that chin, I think!

I soooo love babies and children! I would like to have four one day... I am an...

On and on the rain will fall
Like tears from a star
Like tears from a star

On and on the rain will say
How fragile we are
How fragile we are

Yes. We are.

Yesterday we went to a pub and while listening to music, we were chatting a bit.

OK,OK, if it sounds boring, I will supplement it a little:
....we were listening to Irish rock music...more exactly to U2...even more exactly from as popular songs as Elevation to rarities such as a damned good, swing-like, 8 minutes long version of Velvet Dress...

...we were chatting about the people who made those amazing songs and about the songs themselves....

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Altough I created this journal a few weeks before, I didn't start it...I was waiting for something.

The last few months were very hectic for me...
First, in September I went 2000 km from home to England, to be a trainee at the finance department of a hospital. I won a scholarship for that, and I know I should have felt very lucky....but first I haven't felt that. I felt abandoned. What helped me through those first days was U2's All That You Can't Leave Behind. Beautiful...

...of course I was thinking about belly dancing! I really admire her for that!

Background of question:
I had my very first belly dance lesson this Monday, and...ummm...it's pretty hard. To be honest, at this stage it doesn't even look charming or feminine at all...It's pure struggling with my muscles I need to move, muscles I didn't even know they exist! ))
But apart of all this, it's fun and I love the idea that one day I may be able to move in mysterious ways.......