No? Damn.



I am going to Toronto to see U2 on July 3rd!!! I'm thrilled to be seeing the band play. But I'm even happier about the fact that after what will be 5 years in July, I will finally meet a few interferencers who I consider to be some of the best friends I ever had. After 5 years of e-hugs, I'm going to finally get to give them real hugs. This is the main reason for my trip. U2 is just an excuse to see my girls.

I will keep calling you to see
If you're sleeping, are you dreaming
If you're dreaming, are you dreaming of me



If someone kept calling while I was sleeping and woke me up to ask if I was dreaming of them, I would get a restraining order and/or change my phone number.

21 here I come!

I am so there!!!

Holy crap, it's weird reading entries from 4 years ago. I wasn't even 18 then! Wow!

For those of you who don't know, he played Dante in Clerks. If you haven't seen that movie, go rent it. Like, right now. Anyways, when I ran food to his table, I had to resist the urge to yell out THIRTY-SEVEN!!! Clerks

6:55 am September 11th, 2001. I rolled out of bed, not wanting to leave it. I was never a morning person. Turned on the Today show. An opening shot of the New York skyline. I was half-watching, half trying to wake up. Finally, I was able to drag myself out of bed and put on a red Gap t-shirt and a pair of khaki capris. It was absolutely gorgeous outside. The sun was shining and even in the early hours, you could already feel the heat on your skin.

Went to school. It was a seemingly...

2 nights in a row, I have waited tables in section O(al of the sections at work are lettered. It's jokingly referred to as O-mygodimnevergonnagetsat. The tables are located in a section in the lounge furthest away from the TV and closest to the front door, which doesn't make it very desireable. People only sit at those tables as a last resort. Combine that with dealing with cheap people, and it equals 2 horrible nights. It is incredibly disheartening when I bust my ass and only walk out with...

Why do I feel this is worthy of a journal entry? I dont know. Over the past few months, I've fallen in love with M*A*S*H*. I started watching it a few years ago but I became a huge fan after tuning in at 2 am every night due to insomnia. Anyways, today I googled M*A*S*H* for the hell of it. A few fanfic sites popped up. I'll admit, I do read fanfic for certain fandoms and I was curious to see what was out there. I figured there would be alot of pairings of Hawkeye/BJ/Trapper with Margaret but...

...Since I updated this thing. It feels great to be back on blue crack! Still no net access at home,but I can get on the net via my cell.If the text looks out of alignment,thats why. Here's an update about the happenings in my life: -The relationship that I was so excited about fizzled 2 months after the last entry. I was upset at the time,but hey,things happen. I'm content to be single. -I got my GED in May which lifted a huge weight off of my shoulders. Going back to school in a few weeks. I hope...

This song best describes how I feel right now....

Oh, this is the start of something good
Don't you agree?
I, haven't felt like this in so many moons
You know what I mean
And we can build through this destruction
As we are standing on our feet

So, since you wanna be with me
You'll have to follow through
With every word you say
And I, all I really want is you
you to stick around
I'll see you everyday...

Apparently my father has no problem doing so.

For health insurance, right now I’m on MassHealth, which is a bare minimum insurance. It covers my doctors visits and some prescriptions but not much else. To try and get a better control of my diabetes, I want to go on the insulin pump. Unfortunately, it’s $5000-7000 minimum without decent insurance covering it. My father, who covers my insurance, knows this. He told me his new insurance plan at work would kick in last week. ...

Thanks for delaying my flight to Toronto 3 times since I got to the airport!

Until I'm in Toronto

After the year from hell I've had, I need a mini vacation like this.

For 2 months, I've been working as a waitress. Aside from a few things, I like it. But I hate lousy tippers! Especially when I give damn good service! On a $40 bill I get 3 bucks. And for a $32 bill? $1.25! I was really tempted to follow them and say "Excuse me, you obviously need this more than I do." Cheap bastards!!