This past weekend started off good but than things changed drastically on Sunday. Not too much into the afternoon my mom called to tell me that my father was being taken to the hospital. Apparently he passed out in church twice and each time his heart stopped beating. Luckily his pacemaker is working properly so he was able to be revived. Though from what I hear it took longer the 2nd time to get him to come around. But by the time the ambulance arrived he was joking and laughing. Even seemed alright...

For the first time in a really long time I went out to dinner with my mom. Well the little monster aka niece Amani had to come along of course But really it was a very nice relaxing time truly enjoyed it a lot . Was nice to be able to put behind the hassles of daily life and just spend time together. Feels like ages since we last were able to do this. Even better when she put aside her dislike for alcohol and enjoyed a drink with me,lol. Really going to miss moments like this when I make...

Who would have thought that my first journal entry would be about Hawaii? So disappointing that Im not able to afford this trip. Oh only if I had sold that best seller like I planned on doing Would take an absolute miracle between now and December to be able to go. In other words it's not happening