Okay, this is going at the top of the list of Most Awkward Nights.

Here's why:

1. I have reason to believe my ex has set up an AIM alert for everytime I sign on.
2. I talked with said ex's girlfriend (close friend of mine) about him and me and how I want to be friends with him again and she's on my side.
3. I find out two of my friends have been having sex.
4. I see a friend of mine with a huge hickey on his neck.
5. A couple I know that...

I just didn't think it'd have to be my ex boyfriend, Mike.

I'm so, so proud of him, but I am incredibly scared, too.


They're paying off his education (full ride for up to seven years), he'll be at UIC for about four or five, and then it's off to the Air Force.

I'm feeling really numb right now. I'm probably overreacting as usual, but I can't help but worry and be protective of him.


I already have my friend,...

I miss our friendship.

...my best friend would stop drinking.

Two auditions?
Finals?
Homework?
AP Classes?


Screw that.

I saw this jacket at Maurice's that I really loved, only to find out that it was a LOT of money. Then, I was at Wet Seal today, and I saw a jacket that relatively resembled it for $4.99!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Booyah.

[ John Lennon...]




I need PowerPoint for school and my friggin computer doesn't even HAVE it!!!

Thanks for all the wonderful comments and support. I you all.

Yeah I'm still kind of sad about it, but I'm trying to push it out of my mind. I'll be alright soon. Hopefully tomorrow I can hang with a few friends.

My parents wouldn't let me go this year if I didn't get a date.

I didn't.

So all my best friends are out tonight.

I was supposed to hang out with someone tonight, and she cancelled last minute.

I am really upset right now.


I'm sorry for the emo post but I needed some place to write this down.

Hahaha

I think I'm immune to cough drops. I've had two today and two yesterday, and they haven't helped my cough at all. *grumbles*

VertigoGal and the rockin edge


Just in case you were wondering.

Mmm so I'm back again. Sorry, band and school consumed my life and I kept forgetting to come back. I'm terrible. I know.

Anyways, life hasn't been great so far so any prayers, hugs and love would be really, REALLY appreciated.

And daaaag, yo, I haven't been on here in forever! Stupid school and random summer activites keep consuming my life...hahaha...

Well, I went to drum major camp a few weeks ago which was a LOT of fun. I got to see the ex-boyfriend again, and we got along fine until we got home and then a huge argument exploded...but leeeet's not go into that one, now. But I had a lot of fun meeting new people. LIKE U2 KID! OH MY GOSH! HE'S SO AWESOME! His name's Ben, and I met him because I saw him...

Someone's got something important to tell you on AIM, they go away for a few minutes, come back with "Hey" and you say "Hey" and for SOME REASON, they sign off and don't get back on, right after that.



Probably just computer problems, but now I'm on the EDGE OF MY SEAT!!!

Medicine isn't helping...I'm sick and I can't get better!

I've tried orange juice, sleep, water, soup, laying on the couch all day...everything!

Any suggestions?!