Damn it's been a long time...
Posted 02-18-2004 at 10:28 AM by Mullen-Girl
Wow...I didn't realize it's been nearly a year since i've posted in my journal...I guess i've been quite busy here at work which right now I do have to say i'm so tired of it. I'm really unhappy here at work. I'm really underpaid for what I do and it's not really what I want to do the rest of my life. I want to be a Spanish Teacher. Hopefully i'll get back into school in the fall.
Also i'm very depressed lately. I don't know what's wrong with me...I should be very happy i'm getting married...I love my fiance with all my heart. I think i'm just stressing out over all this wedding stuff...I mean i've been suicidal at times and I sometimes cry for no reason. He says that I shouldn't be so stressed out because my mom is taking care of everything but I just can't help it *sigh* I just want everything to be perfect.
Anyway I just needed to get all this off my chest somewhere.
Also i'm very depressed lately. I don't know what's wrong with me...I should be very happy i'm getting married...I love my fiance with all my heart. I think i'm just stressing out over all this wedding stuff...I mean i've been suicidal at times and I sometimes cry for no reason. He says that I shouldn't be so stressed out because my mom is taking care of everything but I just can't help it *sigh* I just want everything to be perfect.
Anyway I just needed to get all this off my chest somewhere.
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Yay for M-G posting! ¡Yay para el español! *mps memories* :hug: That's so great you're engaged...sorry to hear you're so down though. :( Maybe you should talk to someone. Especially if you've been feeling a little suicidal sometimes...I was feeling a bit like that last year, and it's helped a lot to talk to someone. also my counselor's helping me get help about career stuff. Extra :hug: and *cybermartini* and *glamourouscybershoes* and *banana of goodwill* and email me if you want someone to vent at:
bbug55@yahoo.comPosted 02-18-2004 at 09:08 PM by Bbug
- believe me Cristy..it's a stressful time. We had a great time come the event and it was far from perfect, but it's what you make of it. Most important thing is you two and don't forget that. Everyone else just sees the day but you get to do the rest of forever. Hugs n stuff. TizerPosted 02-26-2004 at 09:18 AM by Tizer
