EdgeVox

I thought I was your favorite trick
Seeing how my novelty's all gone
Thought I was in the clear
Karmic chips all cashed in
My sweet despair
My only love
This graveyard world
Clandestine beauty
Not sure where I am anymore
Swirling empty cities
Mindless grey people
Where did all the colors go
How will I ever find you
I'll hold on til my fingers bleed
Hurry....

beegee

hey tumbleweed. it's been a while.

"i'll hold on til my fingers bleed...hurry"

still giving me a reason to kiss ass poetry wise, i see.

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Strung out like some Christmas lights
Out there in the Chelsea night

EdgeVox

Serendipity was never your cup of tea
It's getting late again and I'm thinking how I lost you again
I beg the sun not to leave me alone with my thoughts
I hope that maybe you might be thinking of me..
Even if it's to curse my name out loud
Your silver shame
My broken ideas
Our bottle of lies
Darling you're with me til the end of my days
Baby you haunt me everytime the sun falls from the sky

Wonder how lonely the moon is tonight
Got no place to go to but down
I guess, I feel that way too
Your silver shame
My broken ideas
Our bottle of lies
Darling you're with me til the end of my days
Baby you haunt me everytime the sun falls from the sky

beegee

*cracks open a bottle of lies to drink with edgevox*

cheers, texas.
here's to another great one.

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Strung out like some Christmas lights
Out there in the Chelsea night

EdgeVox

I think we woke up fighting
Not sure what makes you wanna hurt
Say you're not sure about the future
Honey, I can barely handle the past
I light up the last cigarette
Because I can
There's really no point in shouting,
I won't hear a word
I was in the middle of a dream when I noticed you were crying
Baby, you're raining so hard I can hardly get a word in
Got 20 dollars we'll have ourselves a time
I know just where to go
We'll buy some smokes and some whiskey and find the nearest edge
We'll dance and hang on for another night
I know just where to go
Where we can kiss the stars
Where the sun can't see us
Baby, you're raining so hard I can hardly breathe
Spent our last dollar on whiskey
The trucks running on empty
We'll make it I'm sure
I'll carry you if we don't
I'll carry you for the rest of our lives
I know just the place
So we can be alone
I love you in jeans
I love you in blues
I've got some to spare
Honey, you're raining so hard it keeps me afloat
At least for another night....

EdgeVox

Now you've finally got everything you need,
You're not sure where to go to throw it all away,
She's got the moon at her feet,
When the sun comes calling, she's busy
I tell you, I never felt this way before,
Never loved nobody that rained that way before,
She walks like wildflowers sway in the wind,
She's got it all figured out alright
With my back to the south,
Maybe I'll find my way too
She said, "You better find it quick, I've got other lovers too"
I put on my boots and said "Darling, I've got somewhere to go, I'll write you when I get there..."
She's got it all figured out alright..

adamswildhoney

I really like your style of writing

beegee

i love this line.

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Strung out like some Christmas lights
Out there in the Chelsea night

beegee

this is brilliant.
the rest of it, i wouldn't read twice.

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Strung out like some Christmas lights
Out there in the Chelsea night

EdgeVox

It's too early to feel this alone
I get to work an hour early
I desperately need the distraction
Just when I was sure you taken by the clouds,
I get caught in your undertow again,
Yeah, you know just where to rain
I know you're not stupid
I guess you have no heart instead
Lord, I'd do anything to not feel so alone
So sick of square one
Honey why won't you let me move on
Just when I thought you were long gone
I get caught in your undertow again
Yeah, you know just where to rain

EdgeVox

Prayed I would find you
Before my blues found me
How strong do I have to be?
To tired to sleep, both night and day
Jesus, don't leave me alone with my demons
They've got so much to say
While last time we talked, we both walked away
Feel so goddamned blue
Shaking, like I need a fix
Can't remember the last time I was hungry
Jesus, don't leave me alone with my demons
They've got so much to say
Feeling so tired, I think I may know a way....

EdgeVox

So I talked to the other guy today
Denied, everything, denied
You know how I get
I guess you weren't afraid to tell
I've never seen cowardice at point blank
I'd laugh if I wasn't so goddamned depressed
Fuck, I gave you everything I had
But I'm gone, babe, too far gone
Cheers babe
One more night of misery
Cheers girl
One more night of sweet revenge
Cheers darling
You'll cry when I'm done with him
Cheers......to fists and cigarettes
Whiskey coursing through my veins
Lord, I love being numb
Cheers love, to dirty kisses and broken glasses
One drink for every time you've lied to me
Oh sweet girl you bring the worst out in me everytime....

beegee

i love, love, love, love this.

i'll leave the rest of it alone.
my foul mood has returned with a vengeance.

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Strung out like some Christmas lights
Out there in the Chelsea night

beegee

poquito mas, por favor?

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Strung out like some Christmas lights
Out there in the Chelsea night

EdgeVox

thought about calling you last night
when the whiskey hit my head
you know drinking thins the blood?
considered bleeding to death
with a cigarette in my mouth
yeah that's how I wanna die
strangely enough this is the best I've felt in a long long time
guess I'm just funny
I sit there counting the days til the next storm
god, I need the rain
that way I can way I can walk around all angsty and think of you
I'm so tired
so so tired, babe
I'm going to bed and sleep til I feel like waking up