beegee

this line is so damn cute. it makes me crazy.
oh, and tumbleweed, don't bleed to death until you finish the whiskey, ok?

~la vicia.

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EdgeVox

Tomorrow,
I can't fucking wait to start again,
I can't wait to know better,
I can't wait to forget you,
I can't wait to drink all the whiskey in new england,
I can't wait to feel desperately lonely,
I can't wait to be stereotyped,
I can't wait to find myself,
I can't wait to fall for you again,
I can't wait to get into a fight over stupid shit,
I can't wait to find out whether I'm worth a damn,
I can't wait to kick open the door,
I can't wait to conform for a while,
I can't wait to freeze my ass off at night,
I can't wait to take advantage,
I can't wait to be underestimated,
I can't wait to continue my pissing contest with God,
I can't wait to start living my life
I can't wait to find you.......

beegee

fly east. go, go...
but remain close,
and stay safe tonight.

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EdgeVox

It's alright to step into the light
I'm used to running through the dark
My eyes burn on breaking through
I got no bottles to hide behind anymore
I ain't got no tears to cry no more
I just want to get on with my life
Before I stop giving a fuck
Out here there's so many trees
So many places to hide from my troubles
Why can't I be happy?
Lord, why won't I forget you
I noticed there's no stars out here, just darkness
I'm trying really hard to stay focused
I'm bleeding myself to stay bright
I'm not going to fucking burn out anytime soon
Lord, you're either with me or against me
I'm not going anywhere til it all makes sense....

EdgeVox

Well it's another windy sunday
Hell everyday feels the same
I'm breezing through my smokes
Like some slow burning suicide
That's what kissing you felt like
Feeling lonelier than usual
Night's greedy arms engulfing the sun
Leaves me jealous of it's embrace
The stars burn out nobly
I know exactly how they feel
Last time I looked outside
The trees swayed gently in the wind
Indifferent to the burning world
I know exactly how they feel
I can smell the thick ocean air
Coming in through the emissary rivers
Coursing through the earth like the lifeline's in my soul
Waiting for the epiphanies in your eyes
The secrets of your soul
Lie untouched in my wispful memory
Sweet sweet girl
You broke my heart
And I couldn't love you more for it...

beegee

right now, at this moment, this made me cry.
your words...like aspirin...

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hiphop

EdgeVox, your work is brilliant.

beegee

si...yo comprende todo que dicho.

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EdgeVox

Oh darling
It's getting late
Too late to sleep
You left the room
As quickly as you came in
Take all the sweetness too
Leave me in the dark with the smoke and tears
I've seen too much with my tired eyes
Lived too many days with my youth
Wasted too many nights with you
So bring me a candle and a glass
I'll toast to your shadows
Still hanging on to your ghost, love
Your memory keeps good company
As long as the whiskey doesn't run dry
I'm happy
I remember how we used to smoke and dance til the moon gave out
I smile and pour another as the sun comes up
Your shadow's gone too...

EdgeVox

She wore wildflowers in her hair
To match her cinammon smile
My baby my tart
Bittersweet kisses and long nights
Oh we had ourselves a time
Just livin and dancing through the days
Bittersweet kisses and long nights
The hell with the consequences
Rain'll never catch us now
Nights turned into day
Oh how I loved my girl
Rode with the devil at sundown
Slept til the stars came a callin'
Had ourselves a good time...

EdgeVox

Fog's lifting
Sun's washing up on the shore of the day
It's time for me to go, love
I make coffee
I take your smokes
Can't find my zippo
I find a gin soaked napkin
Write "my sleeping baby blues..."
Can't think of anything else
It's easy to leave
Impossible to not come back
I'll get sick of being alone
Will you open your door again
Will you let me into your bed
Will you hold me when I'm crying
Will you ever wise up and leave, girl
I'm no good, I told you when we met
I love that you smiled and kissed me
I'll always love you for trying
"my sleeping baby blues"....

beegee

it's so beautiful. it's perfect.
it makes me think of...wow.

nice job.

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EdgeVox

Do you give a fuck?
How much are you worth today?
How far are you willing to go?
Would you give up everything
I didn't think so
Been raining all week
Could it have been a better life
Could you have seen it coming
Could you have been mine

It's raining stars out tonight
The air's heavy and lifeless
Feels like it did when I died
I'm not sure if I gave it my all
I'd like to think I did
I have no regrets except the ones you gave me
Just broken glass and flowers from your hair
I loved drinking with you til dawn
Just meaningless gorgeous chatter
Could I have seen it coming
Could you have been mine

EdgeVox

Everything's different now
Yet you're still the same
Still felt devoted to you
Even though you've broken me too many times
I can't stand my bullshit chivalry
That's what you do to me
I can't help but be indebted to you for the sorrow I've drowned in
I wouldn't trade any of that for anything
I found the higher ground
I don't want it
I want to swim through your gutters
I want to be in the mud
I want to embrace hell
If that's where you'll be
I'll follow you down
Stay with you while we both drown
I don't want you to face anything alone
I won't rescue you if you don't want me to
Let's just stay a while....

beegee

hola, you.
it's wonderful, as usual.

"I found the higher ground
I don't want it
I want to swim through your gutters
I want to be in the mud
I want to embrace hell
If that's where you'll be
I'll follow you down
Stay with you while we both drown"

i love that so much.

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