First Time Here....Be Nice - Page 5

Achtung_Bebe · 12-06-2001, 09:11 AM

whooops, forgot my signature:

~#1 fan

EdgeVox · 01-22-2002, 01:59 AM

Tear me down,
You've got me at my most vulnerable,
I have no choice but to answer you,
I'm not happy,
I'm not livid,
This was all a big mistake,
I'm coasting on my so-called talent,
Kiss me for ol' time's sake,

Tradition, as familiar as it is cowardly,
I promise I'm as scared as you are,
You can see it in my eyes,
I'd promise you the world if it were mine to give,
I'll give it to you anyway....fuck it

EdgeVox · 01-22-2002, 02:08 AM

Terrified ears,
Cruel tongue,
A generic paradox of disdain,
I'll make you happy as long as you don't cry,
You know just what to say don't you,
I'll stay on account of your fixed weakness,
I don't mean to fuck up,
I don't want to hurt you,
I hate myself for it,
I need you to live,
I'm such a fuckup,
I'm such a bastard,
Sorrow-filled resignation
I'm so fucking tired of feeling so unaccomplished,
You will never own me,
You will never sell me my pride,
Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you

Achtung_Bebe · 01-22-2002, 05:27 PM

Are you alright? It sounds like you're having war with yourself... I miss your pent up rage--

just kidding with that last part

I do miss you though, I'm happy to read some of your stuff again.

~#1 fan

EdgeVox · 03-26-2002, 08:48 PM

Woke up late again,
Cigarettes and regret linger in my mouth,
I miss you already,
You've probably found somebody better,
Got a feeling we'll see each other again,
Maybe then you won't be such a drag..

EdgeVox · 03-29-2002, 07:38 PM

Tiptoeing into your bedroom,
Slipping under your sheets,
Hoping you don't smell the smoke and sex on me,
I'll keep this up til you have the guts to say something...

[This message has been edited by EdgeVox (edited 03-29-2002).]

EdgeVox · 03-31-2002, 11:29 PM

People angry at time not going their way,
I on the other hand find time very agreeable,
I'm getting older,
You're getting colder,
A relationship forged in disagreements and good sex,
You need to loosen up,
Live a little,
Here take one of my cigarettes,
Let me order you a jack and coke,
Everything's going to fine..
Take it easy

Achtung_Bebe · 04-01-2002, 12:10 AM

Angry at the sanctity lost in love
Bitter from the cold of a vast empty space
Where are the arms to end all my shivers?
Where is that whisper to grace my ear?
What is the fun of a thrill
When left is a void to fill?
From open arm to open arm,
Self esteem is a hit-or-miss chance,
And love went the way of a lap dance.

EdgeVox · 04-01-2002, 12:25 AM

"Posture is important", I heard someone say,
I tried not to laugh,
Content in complacency,
Denying mediocrity,
Astute Naivete,
Absense of malice,
Too much experience,
Smoke Drink Fuck
What am I trying to prove?
I think I'm happy...

EdgeVox · 06-03-2002, 05:09 AM

Slipping off your taboos,
Dancing with your thighs,
Wrapping around your insecurities,
Feigning perfection to make you feel at ease,
I can't help but watch you as you dream,
Selfishly, I never want to leave this moment,
This perfect world I have stumbled onto,
As always I forget to analyze every detail,
Too busy living in the moment,
Nostalgia has nothing on you..

EdgeVox · 07-31-2002, 02:44 AM

Solemn in my defiance,
Wasted on my own impudence,
Lonely in my noncomformity,
I keep finding ways to cut myself down,

I want you to be happy, not really
I can't seem to get a handle on my own reality
Burned out on cliches
There's a storm on the horizon
This is going to be fun

diamond · 08-12-2002, 11:12 PM

EdgeVox-
Youre the man.
Thank you for being brave enough to make yourself vulereable in a public place.:idea:
Peace
Out-
DB9

zooropamanda · 08-15-2002, 03:22 AM

burned out on cliches...

i like that

EdgeVox · 08-26-2002, 10:16 PM

Incandescent eyes, upon me
Iluminating my hollow soul
Jarring my senses
Relegating my soul
Enticing my passion

These sorrow days fly by
Lay as you shine
Iluminate my redemption
Light up my darkened street
Sunshine, you're love to me
Sunshine, you're love to me
Don't burn out on me

Eyes of doubt
Foreshadowing my every step
Slipping off your lips
Nicotine stained apologies
Whiskey flavored lies
No more, no more

These sorrow days fly by
Lay as you shine
Iluminate my redemption
Light up my darkened street
Sunshine, you're love to me
Sunshine, you're love to me
Don't burn out on me

EdgeVox · 08-26-2002, 10:36 PM

Your sincerity is laughable
your apologies are cruel
Well done, my naivette is dead
My soul stirs with anger
God it meant nothing to you

My heart bleeds ache
I feel heavy and hollow
Your porceline skin, immaculate
yet rotten on the inside

You didn't mean to hurt me
yet your unintentional cruelty
sears my very reason

Please don't acknowledge me anymore
You're not dead to me,
but I hope I'm dead to you
I'd rather grieve for my lost love
Than coexist with our tarnished reality
You'll always be my first love....
....as well as my last

08-12-2002, 11:12 PM	#72
diamond ONE love, blood, life Premium Gold Member Join Date: May 2002 Location: Tempe, Az USA Posts: 11,440 Local Time: 03:22 PM Images: 1	EdgeVox- Youre the man. Thank you for being brave enough to make yourself vulereable in a public place.:idea: Peace Out- DB9 __________________ easy now, some of my best friends are liberals...

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12-06-2001, 09:11 AM	#61
Achtung_Bebe New Yorker Premium Gold Member Join Date: Jul 2000 Location: Beneath the noise, below the din Posts: 2,853 Local Time: 04:22 PM Images: 6	whooops, forgot my signature: ~#1 fan

01-22-2002, 01:59 AM	#62
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 796 Local Time: 04:22 PM	Tear me down, You've got me at my most vulnerable, I have no choice but to answer you, I'm not happy, I'm not livid, This was all a big mistake, I'm coasting on my so-called talent, Kiss me for ol' time's sake, Tradition, as familiar as it is cowardly, I promise I'm as scared as you are, You can see it in my eyes, I'd promise you the world if it were mine to give, I'll give it to you anyway....fuck it

01-22-2002, 02:08 AM	#63
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 796 Local Time: 04:22 PM	Terrified ears, Cruel tongue, A generic paradox of disdain, I'll make you happy as long as you don't cry, You know just what to say don't you, I'll stay on account of your fixed weakness, I don't mean to fuck up, I don't want to hurt you, I hate myself for it, I need you to live, I'm such a fuckup, I'm such a bastard, Sorrow-filled resignation I'm so fucking tired of feeling so unaccomplished, You will never own me, You will never sell me my pride, Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you

01-22-2002, 05:27 PM	#64
Achtung_Bebe New Yorker Premium Gold Member Join Date: Jul 2000 Location: Beneath the noise, below the din Posts: 2,853 Local Time: 04:22 PM Images: 6	Are you alright? It sounds like you're having war with yourself... I miss your pent up rage-- just kidding with that last part I do miss you though, I'm happy to read some of your stuff again. ~#1 fan

03-26-2002, 08:48 PM	#65
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 796 Local Time: 04:22 PM	Woke up late again, Cigarettes and regret linger in my mouth, I miss you already, You've probably found somebody better, Got a feeling we'll see each other again, Maybe then you won't be such a drag..

03-29-2002, 07:38 PM	#66
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 796 Local Time: 04:22 PM	Tiptoeing into your bedroom, Slipping under your sheets, Hoping you don't smell the smoke and sex on me, I'll keep this up til you have the guts to say something... [This message has been edited by EdgeVox (edited 03-29-2002).]

03-31-2002, 11:29 PM	#67
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 796 Local Time: 04:22 PM	People angry at time not going their way, I on the other hand find time very agreeable, I'm getting older, You're getting colder, A relationship forged in disagreements and good sex, You need to loosen up, Live a little, Here take one of my cigarettes, Let me order you a jack and coke, Everything's going to fine.. Take it easy

04-01-2002, 12:10 AM	#68
Achtung_Bebe New Yorker Premium Gold Member Join Date: Jul 2000 Location: Beneath the noise, below the din Posts: 2,853 Local Time: 04:22 PM Images: 6	Angry at the sanctity lost in love Bitter from the cold of a vast empty space Where are the arms to end all my shivers? Where is that whisper to grace my ear? What is the fun of a thrill When left is a void to fill? From open arm to open arm, Self esteem is a hit-or-miss chance, And love went the way of a lap dance.

04-01-2002, 12:25 AM	#69
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 796 Local Time: 04:22 PM	"Posture is important", I heard someone say, I tried not to laugh, Content in complacency, Denying mediocrity, Astute Naivete, Absense of malice, Too much experience, Smoke Drink Fuck What am I trying to prove? I think I'm happy...

06-03-2002, 05:09 AM	#70
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 796 Local Time: 04:22 PM	Slipping off your taboos, Dancing with your thighs, Wrapping around your insecurities, Feigning perfection to make you feel at ease, I can't help but watch you as you dream, Selfishly, I never want to leave this moment, This perfect world I have stumbled onto, As always I forget to analyze every detail, Too busy living in the moment, Nostalgia has nothing on you..

07-31-2002, 02:44 AM	#71
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 796 Local Time: 04:22 PM	Solemn in my defiance, Wasted on my own impudence, Lonely in my noncomformity, I keep finding ways to cut myself down, I want you to be happy, not really I can't seem to get a handle on my own reality Burned out on cliches There's a storm on the horizon This is going to be fun

08-15-2002, 03:22 AM	#73
zooropamanda Rock n' Roll Doggie VIP PASS Join Date: Jul 2000 Location: Smile, you're reading my post Posts: 6,516 Local Time: 08:22 AM	burned out on cliches... i like that

08-26-2002, 10:16 PM	#74
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 796 Local Time: 04:22 PM	Incandescent eyes, upon me Iluminating my hollow soul Jarring my senses Relegating my soul Enticing my passion These sorrow days fly by Lay as you shine Iluminate my redemption Light up my darkened street Sunshine, you're love to me Sunshine, you're love to me Don't burn out on me Eyes of doubt Foreshadowing my every step Slipping off your lips Nicotine stained apologies Whiskey flavored lies No more, no more These sorrow days fly by Lay as you shine Iluminate my redemption Light up my darkened street Sunshine, you're love to me Sunshine, you're love to me Don't burn out on me

08-26-2002, 10:36 PM	#75
EdgeVox War Child Join Date: Aug 2000 Location: Texas/Mexico Posts: 796 Local Time: 04:22 PM	Your sincerity is laughable your apologies are cruel Well done, my naivette is dead My soul stirs with anger God it meant nothing to you My heart bleeds ache I feel heavy and hollow Your porceline skin, immaculate yet rotten on the inside You didn't mean to hurt me yet your unintentional cruelty sears my very reason Please don't acknowledge me anymore You're not dead to me, but I hope I'm dead to you I'd rather grieve for my lost love Than coexist with our tarnished reality You'll always be my first love.... ....as well as my last