ltcf

I don't get this song. Somebody please help.

Up until the end, this is the perfect Christian faith promoting song. Beautiful descriptions of the Holy Ghost, the Son, and the Father. Very sacred.

Then you get the twist

"But I left by the back door
And I threw away the key "

What's going on here? I've read what I could find on this verse on the internet and here are some theories.

1. Bono is turning his back on and rejecting God. If so, is he lamenting this bad decision? Or is he proud of it? The tempo picks up and the voice becomes louder, so I think it's something he's proud of--being overt about it.
2. Bono feels guilty to be in God's presence and turns away.
3. Bono feels uplifted in God's love to go back and face the world instead of staying in the mansion.

#3 is the only possible meaning that could make this a positive ending, but it doesn't seem logical.

I really want there to be a positive interpretation of that last sentence. Is there one?

cristiano

I think there's not. I've already read somewhere Bono saying that this music is about someone losing his faith.

MumblingBono

I've always felt there was a darkness to that song, the ominous way the keyboards are layered underneath throughout the verses, sort of a foreboding of the dark ending.

Great song, great album

pattip2000

I know on at least a few live recordings I’ve heard him sing something like “oh but grace threw it back to me” after singing “I threw away the key a few times” that really changes the meaning in my mind there.

stammer476

I remember an interview when he said that the song, while in the first person, was actually from someone else's perspective. He was writing a narrative about a friend's decision.

Then, there's the additional line, "but grace gave it back to me" that I heard in person, which would me make think it's really about him afterall.

It's probably both. This is Bono, afterall, it's not like a song can only be about one thing.

INDY500

The song speaks to me about how easily most of us find love in the affections of family (philos) and the sensual attraction between the sexes (eros) but find the unconditional love of God (agape) so hard to accept. Sentimentality based love is much simpler than a love based on devotion which is why most of us "throw away the key" to the gift of heavenly love many times over.

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Rachel D.

I've heard that it's not about Bono, but is rather from a third person perspective. Also, that it's a sort of allusion to the Prodigal Son parable.

Wow, I've never heard about that. Maybe he was trying to clarify the meaning of the song since people often interpret it as him denouncing his faith. I've noticed him altering lyrics in live performances before in a way that clarifies them (I can't think of them off the top of my head, though).

pattip2000

Another one I can think of is in “I Still Haven’t Found What I’m Looking For”, I’ve heard him say many times:
“You broke the bonds
and you loosed the chains
carried the cross, took my shame
you took the blame
you know I believe it”

He is signing the gospel right there if you ask me.
I’ll try and upload an example of both when I get a chance.

thefly12

It has been mentioned that the song is about the parable of prodigal son - to expand on that idea, I have also read where Bono says "The First Time" is the story of the prodigal son with a twist... which could explain how/why the "son" doesn't rejoin the father at the end, unlike the parable.

Also (since alternate lyrics have been mentioned), at the Atlanta Vertigo concert, Bono sang something along the lines of "but I left by the backdoor, and I threw away the key, only grace can get it back for me..."

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Rachel D.

He also sings "Teach me, Lord," live in "Beautiful Day." I just watched one of my DVDs the other day and noticed that.

nightninja56

i know in the zooropa era, bono was in the middle of a faith crisis (see Pop), and later on, he found his faith and added those lyrics live

Liesje

I used to think the song was about a faith struggle. After seeing the Million Dollar Hotel, it's almost impossible for me to think of it in any other context, even though the song came before the flim.

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oscar08

I don't think he was in a middle of a faith crisis..I think he always questions his faith! Like most people do, we have questions! It's like when Achtung Baby came out, people thought U2 have lost there faith because there showing burning crosses on the TV Screens during Zoo TV!(Bullet the Blue Sky) That was complete rubbish!

ltcf

I'd like to find a copy of a time he sang it that way and add it to my U2 Faith collection. I just heard a version of Bad with First Time embedded in the middle that was amazing, but Bono sings "I threw away the key...for love" in that one and then goes back and forth with the audience on LOVE. Anyone know where I can find the adjusted live version?

U2isthebest

On most of the "Vertigo" tour performances he says "Only grace can get it back for me" which I love! Let me give you a Youtube link...I don't know of an audio one.

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